Carolyn - I congratulate the fact that you were once sober on a Saturday afternoon writing about something we did while sober, created while sober, performed while horribly hungover, and in which we talked about the fact that we were so drunk when we showed up to perform we did not have our costumes or props and that you were in the same clothing (plus a mens T shirt) as you were the night before.

MOVING ON

I have the mean reds.
People are dumb. People don't take responsibility for their own lives. People always have to find something to complain about. People are childish. People take themselves entirely too seriously. People don't take their actions serious enough. People judge without even questioning themselves. And the worst of them all.... People 'live' their life just going through the motions.

Nudity - the state of wearing no clothing. The term is also sometimes used to refer to wearing significantly less clothing than expected by the conventions of a particular culture and situation, and in particular exposing the bare skin or intimate parts, and has analogous uses. In this sense it is related to the concept of modesty.

Fuck modesty. Fuck culture. Fuck 'intimate parts.' Fuck clothing. Fuck conventions.

This ..... all these things have been created in our minds. Who says you have to be modest??? O your mother? Yes mine says that too. But are we born to listen to what our mothers say... who are just saying what their mothers said because it's a part of our culture? Our culture is created by us.... yes this is right.... you and me create what we live in. This means we can also change it. The fact that 'intimate parts' are 'intimate' and private was created years ago by people like us who got wrapped up in the idea of a civilized culture. Don't even get me started going down the road of who created the definition of 'civilized' and why 'uncivilized' has become such a negative term. Back to nudity.... there are laws against public nudity. Laws are just words.... words were created so that people could communicate what they think... words were not created to give boundaries... it was to open up possibilities... laws are a part of our culture... our culture is civilized.

Do people not realize that here we are here living in a big fucking circle. A circle with depth and contradictions. We all make decisions for ourselves. We all have our boundaries. But do we realize how this affects others around us and how much were contributing to having this so called 'culture' of which we live?

Post Script - I at this time refuse to talk about religion and this subject. But if you were in my mind right now I have a feeling you would be very scared.